Hey Everyone ! I have a really exciting news for all you guys !
I will be baptized in this weekend. I am so happy to get this step.
I am from an Inner Mongolian family, and our traditional religion is Shamanism. when I was studying in Mongolia, the Shamans told me that I have to become a shaman in near future. I was very proud of myself at that time. But gradualy, I found out, If I become a Shaman, I will cannot have my normal life anymore. I hesitated, and I told the Shaman I cannot accept it. The shaman told me if I not accept my destiny to become a shaman, my life will become harder and harder until I die. After that I started to Dream about the Shaman spirit was always trying to get into my body, Even when I took a nap in the afternoon, I start to lack of sleep and worried alot. my body health was steadly being worse, Until one day that I could not eat any food, my stomach lost the functions to harmomegathus. I started to loose hair pieces. I had pimple all over my face, that when I go out I had to use hat , sunglasses to cover my face. I went to hospital for 2 monthes. I asked the Shaman," If Shman is God, Why does He/She let me suffer all of these". The Shaman spirit told me it's my destination, I cannot change it" I didn't want to accept that". In the end I called my Mother, I didn't talk with her for almost 2 years, because she is a christian and everytime when I call her she starts to talk about her God, But at that time I thought I am the God, because I will become a Shaman. When I told her my stuation, she was very happy. She told me she and her church sister brother had been praying for me. She suggested me to go to talk with the paster in Mongolia, Yes, I went to the church talked with the pastor, I told him how much I am afraid of shaman will take away my life. He prayed for me, the church sister brothers prayed for me. at that moment I felt so peaceful, I knew there was something changeing in my body. After that sunday, I never dreamend the Shaman spirit. my body recoverd so well, too ! Yes ! This God is powerful ! This God is full of love ! This God can protect you ! I am so lucky know him !
Monday, February 10, 2014
Wednesday, February 5, 2014
My Dream 2
I remember, from 4th Grade my score was going up steadly. I didn't hate the exams any more. My parents started to talk about my school work with thier friends and relatives. Evething has it's good side and bad side. There were some of my classmates were very jealous about my changing. They gave me hard times, but I went through it. Cause I knew be a good score student is worth.
When I was in Mid school, I was top 3 stupent in our Grade, Top 5 in our school. I loved my school, teachers, classes. My father let me took some interesting courses could hep my classes in winter and summer holidays.
High school, I went to the second good school in my hometown. I was proud of myself to be a good student. I was representing my school to attended some competitions. I was on TV, Newspapers. On summer vacation of my second year of high school. I went to a hotel translation interview. That afternoon, there was another girl was competing that position. The job requires the translator should speack fluent Mongolian and Chinese. I had some successful experiences with attending Mongolian or Chinese speach competitions. I knew I can handle this job. But the sad thing was they chose another girl was tall, slim, pretty. She even could not say " economics" in Chinese. So, that unhappy experience let me learned, people not just choose your inside, they also picky on your surface.
When I was in Mid school, I was top 3 stupent in our Grade, Top 5 in our school. I loved my school, teachers, classes. My father let me took some interesting courses could hep my classes in winter and summer holidays.
High school, I went to the second good school in my hometown. I was proud of myself to be a good student. I was representing my school to attended some competitions. I was on TV, Newspapers. On summer vacation of my second year of high school. I went to a hotel translation interview. That afternoon, there was another girl was competing that position. The job requires the translator should speack fluent Mongolian and Chinese. I had some successful experiences with attending Mongolian or Chinese speach competitions. I knew I can handle this job. But the sad thing was they chose another girl was tall, slim, pretty. She even could not say " economics" in Chinese. So, that unhappy experience let me learned, people not just choose your inside, they also picky on your surface.
Monday, February 3, 2014
My dream
Hey everybody ! I am happy to share my story with you today.
When I was young I was a total trouble maker: fighting with boys, sleeping during class, not doing home work, etc. My father is a doctor. he was very busy at his work. People say that was the reason why I was so unnormal, because of lacking of father's love.
I was always trying to get the attention of people arround me. So I do or say something unusual. Maybe that was why I was a trouble maker.
When I was in 4th grade, I found out it is importent to study hard, because the good score students can always get people attention.
When I was young I was a total trouble maker: fighting with boys, sleeping during class, not doing home work, etc. My father is a doctor. he was very busy at his work. People say that was the reason why I was so unnormal, because of lacking of father's love.
I was always trying to get the attention of people arround me. So I do or say something unusual. Maybe that was why I was a trouble maker.
When I was in 4th grade, I found out it is importent to study hard, because the good score students can always get people attention.
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