Hey Everyone ! I have a really exciting news for all you guys !
I will be baptized in this weekend. I am so happy to get this step.
I am from an Inner Mongolian family, and our traditional religion is Shamanism. when I was studying in Mongolia, the Shamans told me that I have to become a shaman in near future. I was very proud of myself at that time. But gradualy, I found out, If I become a Shaman, I will cannot have my normal life anymore. I hesitated, and I told the Shaman I cannot accept it. The shaman told me if I not accept my destiny to become a shaman, my life will become harder and harder until I die. After that I started to Dream about the Shaman spirit was always trying to get into my body, Even when I took a nap in the afternoon, I start to lack of sleep and worried alot. my body health was steadly being worse, Until one day that I could not eat any food, my stomach lost the functions to harmomegathus. I started to loose hair pieces. I had pimple all over my face, that when I go out I had to use hat , sunglasses to cover my face. I went to hospital for 2 monthes. I asked the Shaman," If Shman is God, Why does He/She let me suffer all of these". The Shaman spirit told me it's my destination, I cannot change it" I didn't want to accept that". In the end I called my Mother, I didn't talk with her for almost 2 years, because she is a christian and everytime when I call her she starts to talk about her God, But at that time I thought I am the God, because I will become a Shaman. When I told her my stuation, she was very happy. She told me she and her church sister brother had been praying for me. She suggested me to go to talk with the paster in Mongolia, Yes, I went to the church talked with the pastor, I told him how much I am afraid of shaman will take away my life. He prayed for me, the church sister brothers prayed for me. at that moment I felt so peaceful, I knew there was something changeing in my body. After that sunday, I never dreamend the Shaman spirit. my body recoverd so well, too ! Yes ! This God is powerful ! This God is full of love ! This God can protect you ! I am so lucky know him !
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